anxiety attacks

By this time tomorrow I will be wide awake in bed thinking about orientation and meeting new people. 

I spent a majority of my day sorting through my closet.  I thought I did some damage but apparently not.  Come 10pm all I could think about was what time would I get home?  Would I be able to finish packing tonight?  Should I just wake up early?  Will that be enough time?  Nothing it put away in an organized manner but it's bunched together. 

I love bonfires, s'mores and wrapping up in blankets, but a part of me wishes I just stayed in SM.  I'm already missing out on social events.  Good thing those s'mores were delicious.  The company was good too.